Had difficulty sleeping. Tried to go to sleep earlier, but was kept up by racing thoughts for a couple extra hours. Did eventually fall asleep, but slept in since my mom took care of the baby in the morning. Got out of bed late.
Went shopping and out to eat with mom in evening. Mood remained stable throughout. Came home late, too cold and didn't feel like working, but got bored after browsing internet a while. Tried to discuss future plans with S.O., conversation halted and difficult, felt like he wasn't interested in participating. Frustrated by attempts to discuss matters and walked away. Is especially frustrating because it's hard to make plans for my own life without taking his plans and feelings into account, and he makes it difficult to do that.
Still going to bed late, but fewer racing thoughts.
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