Woke up at 6 pm, felt guilty all day. Deluded myself into thinking S.O. had taken care of baby in morning and put him down for nap, but I had just slept through the day and the baby hadn't cried, or if he had, it hadn't woken me up.
Spent most of evening kicking myself, feeling like a complete failure as a parent. Remarkably, S.O. did not berate me for oversleeping so severely, which I was grateful for. Stayed up all night listening to podcasts, playing computer game. Did not sleep.
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